i get to leave office early nowadays..
abt 7 to 7.30pm..
i got home, eat dinner, catch up with tv programmes..
be around with my family..
get enough rest..
the feeling is good..

but then,
this morning,
get to know from a colleague of mine,
some of them have been staying late,
almost to midnight..
saying "its 'normal'.."
yea i know its n o r m a l
ive been doing that almost every other night for the past 3 yrs ordy wokay

it makes me feel guilty(u know wad i mean?),
for having the privilege to go back earlier compared to them.

so wad shud i do now?
ask more more werk?
and so this is it?
i can't deny the fact is,
in order to prove urself worthy,
u get to get 'real' buzy..
so that ur nights are occupied with projects
breathing through ur desktop
stickin ur vision to ur monitor 24/7
caressing ur mouse all day long...

i dono if i deserved this 'break' for awhile
eventually i'll join u guys sooner or later la k

its making me sick leiiii... real sick..

10:11 AM ·