Friday, November 16, 2007
currently.
the bank account is depleting.. as slowly as it gets when the time gets nearer. hard earned money. heart pain. those sinful transaction buttons. i hate them now.
ive went for the photoshoot. its a whole day affair. Choosen the pictures for the frames n the prints. A 2 hours affair. it'll be ready by end of the yr. the wedding favours are here but not the cards. the dais/wedding decor, not choosen. the attire for the 2 days event, not choosen. even the colors are not planned yet. see what they've got 1st. soon, the aunt n the mum will debate their way to wad im going to wear on that day. i hate those tensions. if only i can get to wear wad i really want to wear since im the one paying for it.
anyhow, i can sense the tension now. about anything to do with the upcoming of my wedding. izzit gonna run smoothly and safely. how im gonna look on that particular day. is the day gonna pass by faster than i thought. it takes a yr for me to plan those stuff and now it is, going to be gone in only 2 days. and then, there are many wedding invitations too, up till end of january. my weekends are gonna be packed like sardines packed in its cans. if only there is 1 more day for the weekends.
the room, oh the room. its in a mess now. the blue built-in drawers/table or watever u called it is gone. and now my monitor is on my side table. the keyboard is on my chair with the mouse. the calender n vase of roses in on my cpu. the telephone n the spectacles are on my packed of magazines next ot my bed. another little drawer is on my dressing table. till no space to even put my glass of water. irfan n abah planned to paint the room for me. they said that even since before fasting month. looks like plan B is to hire a professional to do it. and then the 2 big boxes stacked by the window. those are my stuff from previous drawers. in case i moved out.. it's already been packed.
im gonna missed my singlehood soon. its really very sooooon. every night, i will take my time to sleep. im treasuring the time i had for myself. every single moment. by myself. i know syna, its not gonna be the same again............................
the bank account is depleting.. as slowly as it gets when the time gets nearer. hard earned money. heart pain. those sinful transaction buttons. i hate them now.
ive went for the photoshoot. its a whole day affair. Choosen the pictures for the frames n the prints. A 2 hours affair. it'll be ready by end of the yr. the wedding favours are here but not the cards. the dais/wedding decor, not choosen. the attire for the 2 days event, not choosen. even the colors are not planned yet. see what they've got 1st. soon, the aunt n the mum will debate their way to wad im going to wear on that day. i hate those tensions. if only i can get to wear wad i really want to wear since im the one paying for it.
anyhow, i can sense the tension now. about anything to do with the upcoming of my wedding. izzit gonna run smoothly and safely. how im gonna look on that particular day. is the day gonna pass by faster than i thought. it takes a yr for me to plan those stuff and now it is, going to be gone in only 2 days. and then, there are many wedding invitations too, up till end of january. my weekends are gonna be packed like sardines packed in its cans. if only there is 1 more day for the weekends.
the room, oh the room. its in a mess now. the blue built-in drawers/table or watever u called it is gone. and now my monitor is on my side table. the keyboard is on my chair with the mouse. the calender n vase of roses in on my cpu. the telephone n the spectacles are on my packed of magazines next ot my bed. another little drawer is on my dressing table. till no space to even put my glass of water. irfan n abah planned to paint the room for me. they said that even since before fasting month. looks like plan B is to hire a professional to do it. and then the 2 big boxes stacked by the window. those are my stuff from previous drawers. in case i moved out.. it's already been packed.
im gonna missed my singlehood soon. its really very sooooon. every night, i will take my time to sleep. im treasuring the time i had for myself. every single moment. by myself. i know syna, its not gonna be the same again............................