its getting extremely pathetic. everytime im pissed off with my job i starts looking for another one. looking only, not applying* be it online or thru friends. the 'outside world' seems to be testing my patient. the job ive always dream of doing.. stares at me blankly like as if saying "come grab me before i go". i wish i can grab every offer pertaining to my interest and plans... but i bloody can't... im glued to the ground for now, due to an obvious reason...

im getting married...

impatient. im seriously getting impatient.

and to a fren of mine. (i wish i can say this to ur face but due to not enuf courage YET and the kind hearted me, i'll jus dump it here). Please stop irritating me with 1st, your "ooouhhhhh tak bilang!!rabak......". watever reason u haf, MY reason wud me "im not oblige to update u with every single things that has or going to happen wit my life". 2nd, your repeatable questions with, "how much is ur decor, how much is ur andam package, how much is ur hantarans, how much is ur dulang, how much is your bunga rampai, how much is ur wedding shoes.. AND how much is IRFAN's decor, how much is his catering, how much is his dj, how much is he saving?" and the list goes on...............

How much more u need to know? Its really getting on my nerves. Just stop it.

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