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Thursday, October 30, 2008
competitive i dont want

it isnt abt the job anymore i guessed. sounded more like a competition to me now. everybody else not only fighting for a place in this industry but they are also fighting to be in the big companies! the animation industry that i can't hardly keep up but keep expanding. one by one left the company to pursue their dreams not only for their passion but for their darn resumes too. tell me how do i compete. neither do i want to be in this competitive industry. or maybe enuf for being such a pessimistic asshole. the mostly young & single are so blessed with freedom they are the ones that get to enjoy the benefits. they leave the country if they haf to just to be in the game, the big name. and as much as im happy for them, i hope they are happy for me too with watever plans i have for MY future:)

im just a lil affected with my werking surroundings. its pressurising. i need to keep my cool back and focus on wad i want to do next. insya'allah, give me back my future~